CONS OF THE CORPORATE WORLD.
hey, I'm here again, after barely a week. I've done good this time. And the best part about it is, it's been on my mind most of this week, to do this. Not like the previous weeks where I go months without even THINKING about this blog. Man,please, I had things on my mind.
Well, fuck corporate America, fuck the dusty cobweb-ridden old bigheads in this dumb company, and most of all, screw the muthers who gamble and pawn our lives around like this here is a big old chess mfing game. Who do they think they really are? Some freaking deity, in whose hands lies our fate lies. God, damn them all to hell!
There are some of these old geezers here who, anyone can tell, managing other people's lives are all they got. Like that geezbag(God forgive me) KRose. You can tell how ugly she is inside just by looking at her face. All the evil is carved on her mug for all to see. That cow is sitting on folks' money and making sure we never get none. So that she can buy the latest car models and adopt all the orphans in the USSR.
Now, folks have been screwed over and there's a lot of tension in the office.
Personally, I'm grateful for what I DO got. Over a dollar more and still the chance to be here. If God will allow it, I'll cut my losses and work at this till my chance to beat it comes.
Speaking of God, Father, You know this is what it is. free your mind. I had to vent a little about the unfairness of it all. I really didn't mean the wisecracks about KRose's face. Okay, so I meant it, but I also know it is an ugly thing to say about anyone and definitely not something that belongs in your kingdom so I really ask your forgiveness for that.
But I have made up my mind not to got the extra mile anymore. It's not so much the money as it would have been the acknolowledgement. I bust my behind for these people. I really did. So I found that opportunity to make money, and I did, but I worked really hard for it, and don't tell me they were coming to me for every litle assistance for nothing.They knew I was doing the right thing and that I knew what I was doing. Don't you think I deserve a little props for that? Becos, all that extra nice stuff was not really my job, now, was it? I could have acted just like the rest of my colleageus that I was in training with. But even they were coming to me for help. All the time, it was Patricia, Patricia, Patricia.
A couple of people started recommending me for supervisor. But d'you think that Uncle Tom, or Auntie Tomof a spineless manager, even put in a good word for me? I think not, or else, it would have showed on my job analysis. The extra stuff I've been busting my ass for is not prescibed in there, and that's exactly how it is going to remain. No more, no less. I'm gonna go precisely according to what the job analysis says.
I just realized I have a job review coming up in June. By then, manangement would have changed so the one who really knew what good I have done, is not gonna be around to help my review. And since I feel so deflated, I hardly think I have it in me to keep up the good work so that I get another raise after my June review. They'll just have to work with what they got.
Anyway, I just vented about the corporated world. That's they way it is.
But they are the ones who are going to help me save for the equipment for my business and put me thru grad school. Nobody said I was stupid.